Fall is Delightful

Fall has very stridently taken over our world here, and the wildlife stalls my typing. Our new home has a large surrounding yard that is all ours, something we've never had before! We also have a bunny who isn't really afraid of us. She likes to roll onto her back so her tummy catches sunshine during naps.

Moving on to me, I'm doing pretty darn well. I had my second post-radiation MRI two weeks ago and my brain still looks like mush. That is because everything is still calming down inside- the same system of zap, wait, check later happened three years ago. This is NOT BAD. Everything in my head is big and puffy from zaps, but it will get better with time. My head doesn't hurt so I am not even on steroids this time.

Dr. G ran me through a couple of the usual tests but really just wanted to see how my brain felt. I'm doing a little better, surprisingly! I won't throw my list at you, but some things have improved. I don't have to go back until the first week of 2016! Whoop!

Mark read aloud for us, "The Martian." My mother and sister discovered Belvedere Square Market with me on a visit. Now Mark and I cannot stay away! We'll be traveling to Boston for Thanksgiving with family and friends. And I've finally unpacked my jewelry making equipment. It's been a long time. Oh!  I nearly forgot to tell you that some of my hair is growing back :)

In the time it took for me to write this, the bird bowl is emptied. The cardinals and doves are on the ground picking up the droppings. I feel good. I feel better than normal, because I lead a exceptionally good life. May we all have a wonderful season.

Love, Kristina (&Mark)

       

The Zappity Zap Summer

I have finished my radiation treatment and am recovering well. Five weeks of daily “zaps,” as I like to call it, and I’m now just taking it easy while it finishes going though me. My recovery time leaves me a bit tired, and my left ear is determined to lose all of its skin. So easy to pick at… must control self ❤ This time my hair took a different twist—I went bald underneath! Side-to-side, just above my ears, there is a blank spot going around the old’ noggin. This is just plain funny! Next week I will have another MRI and see how things looks.

I will skip my complaints on reading/color/etc. and simply tell you that everything is much, much worse. I’m easily an hour into writing this, as the machine can’t even figure me out. 

Mark is great—he got to visit the Wadia family last month. Very sorry that I wasn’t able to go. My family is great, too, and we see them often. All our friends are terrific.

Profoundly considering a new home and mushroom

We have been searching for a new home for several months, viewing many places in Pennsylvania. If any of them had been “the one,” we might already be there. However, it just never felt quite right. We’ve chosen instead the northern outskirts of Baltimore. We start our moving next week. Hooray!

And on that note, things are great! I’m recovering, we start our move (which we have a month and a half to do), and I’ll be 40 this week. It’s about time—I’m one of those people who turned 70 when she was 16. This doesn’t bother me a bit. Keep them coning, please!

Love, 

Kristina (&Mark)

Out to a lovely dinner with good friends❤

Up For A Fight

My hidden bald spot. Soon to grow larger! ;)

I feel as though I may have given a wrong impression in my last newsletter. Lloyd is not winning. I am not moving to Pennsylvania to settle in for my final year. We are simply preparing to kick Lloyd’s ass, again, in a new location. 

My tumor has not suddenly turned dark. We look at it every two months and this time at the bottom there is a small growth. It is, unfortunately, in a spot too far down to surgically remove. Therefore, we are attacking it in other ways.

And so we commence! Yesterday I was at Hopkins getting my new plastic face mask for the zapper. I will receive five weeks of radiation on my left side, just a few minutes a day, five days a week. I did the same thing at the beginning of 2012. 

I’ll also be taking chemo pills; at home, five days, one week per month. This won’t make me sick, but I remember after a few weeks last time things started tasting funny. By which, of course, I mean “bad.” I couldn’t drink coffee for months. Coffee!!! *Fingers crossed* it won’t be the same this time. 

Our plan to move to Pennsylvania is still on, but we aren’t going quite yet. Being 15 minutes away from JHU for the next five weeks of daily zaps is obviously the right choice. After that, we will head up to the Delta area to be near my parents and sister. We will only be an hour from Hopkins and Baltimore.  (My father, Tim, drove to work from Delta to downtown every day ❤️) 

I will be beat-up and tired when I move, and having my family around me will help (both me AND Mark!) But that doesn’t mean I’m done, or think I’m done! Not at all!!! I am doing all of this to get better, and I will. I know it, and I feel it. I know I am not done. It is going to be a rough few months, but it will be worth it. It always is.

Love, -Kristina (&Mark) 

Head holder for radiation (zapper) 2012; sent home as a gift

Lloyd Has Woken Up

Not only has Lloyd woken up from his long sleep, but he is being a serious jerk. My scan last week showed growth along the bottom edge. This means that opening my head up for another removal isn’t an option this time—it’s too far in/down. Right now we are discussing with the doctors how to proceed. It is likely that I will take chemo for two months, see how I react, and then decide whether to try to keep me on for an entire year.  Another option might be a second round of radiation. We have an appointment with Dr. K next week to see what he thinks.

In the midst of all this, we are making some other changes. We are moving closer to my family, just north of where we now are, up in Peach Bottom, PA. None of this means I’m throwing in the towel, it just means that I want to be around my family when I feel like crud this time. Mark needs a hand, and it will be better to have a group in place. Also, my parents have a pool ;)

Mark and I have many friends and loved ones spread around the country. We don’t feel like we’ve lost any of you. Or, for that matter, will lose anyone by moving (for the 27th time). We will have a home to invite friends to, and the strength and support we feel we need.

I will be writing again when we know more about stupid Lloyd and the direction we take.

Love, 

Kristina (&Mark)

What's That Guy's Name Again?

It has been two "Dr. Days" since I’ve written. December was so great that anything else was hard to live up to.

So, as stated, I’ve had two Dr. Days this year--January 28 and last Wednesday, March 25. Neither showed signs of real change. This is terrific. The longer I can go without needing to do/try/test anything, the better. I truly believe there will be an end to this, though I don’t know when it will be. Right now I’m healthy and well. I even dodged the flu! (Fingers crossed ;)

My reading ability is just… annoying. As I write this little piece I’m okay- by which I mean this particular 20 minutes?  One hour?  All day?  “Ha Hah!!” says Lloyd, “I take your reading ability away suddenly whenever I feel like it for no reason whatsoever!!! No warning, just poof!”  Then there are colors.  I got smart enough to make myself a big color reference sheet I can pull up on my desktop. A lot of my Etsy jewelry (www.etsy.com/shop/SimpleSilverByAglaia) has color emphasis and I have to check myself on everything I write. 

Naming of people is also on this list. For most relatives I have the ability to look things up (Ancestry.com).  I am a dream to watch movies and television with! I want to know who someone is, so I describe the last 3-5 things they have been in to Mark. He is remarkably good (and patient) at it.  

My family is fantastic, Mark is wonderful. My sister’s family is raising chickens at the farm for eggs, and has almost more than they can eat. My parents have been wildly successful with their berry farm, but will probably end the amount of production after this year. Mark and I have a couple of trips planned in the near future, including out to California.

Today is a sunny spring day, there are beautiful little clouds passing by. My yard is full of birds that I like to watch (I feed them too much. I admit it.) I lead a wonderful life, and Spring is here.

Love, 

Kristina (&Mark)

Mark donated his time to working with a great school in Baltimore this year. Why wouldn't they want to put my wonderful, handsome husband's photo on their website?